Yes it's true, i haven't been around much, i have missed you all, unfortunately i've been depressed lately, i'm going to start seeing a psychologist that isn't stupid like my school's psychologist. I don't know if he'll help me any, but at least i know i've tried

i've been a mess and haven't found any enjoyment in art
i haven't been inspired to draw, manipulate, write, nothing
just today i finally started to clean my room and found a bunch of letters and other things from the reason i'm partially depressed, it was hard but being able to process them, has been helping me heal, i tried to just ignore everything, the state of my from, the slacking on homework, the fact i have been barely eating, but today it caught up with me

Last night was the first night in 2 weeks i slept straight through the night and didn't have a nightmare, it was great, so all day today i felt different, i changed my hair, i wanted to buy a skirt, and i attempted to clean my room

not that any of this is important to any of you, i'm just semi-venting

anyways, hopefully with this glimmer of hope i will produce more art and continue Still Alive
to be honest, i've wanted to completely scrap it, but it's to good of a story for me to do that...

sorry if this journal isn't very coherent
i'll write one that makes more sense later and delete this one

Good question
i still owe "a pic of Byakuya Kuchiki from Bleach"
"a super sexy spanderflous" or "draw an original character. anything you have in mind, just make sure it is very cute."
"a pirate ninja (or me) using nunchuks as cannonballs"
a drawing in any medium of [link]

an icon of herself

i know, i'm sorry, you will still get them

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